we always wanted to have that perfect man, perfect relationship and well, it is a perfect imagination. out of 10 man theres only 1 in an odd situation is perfect. sadly that perfect man is for only 1 out of 20 women ( lucky b*tch). my term of a perfect man is every other girls same perfect man, possibility 70% is widely true. here is the list :
a perfect man ;
1. he knows when your lying, bored, sad and even mad.
2. whenever he is with you, he will gladly hold the handle of the doors for you with a smile on his face when you decide to scold him not to do it because your an independent women. but seriously once in a while it wouldn't hurt him to do it right?
3. you are his first choice in anything out of everything he might, will do. after his family off course. while he play the game, suddenly there's a text from you and he will straight pause the game. concentrate on only you!
4. every night he call you to ask you how was your day without him, even when you went out with him that day itself. talking to your love one every night is the sweetest drug you can be in.
5. the anniversary he will do something in advance. he wont do a last minute shopping or a last minute reservation or he might just forget about it until you remind it for him. candlelight dinner is a way to go with your favorite flowers and chocolate.
6. he ask you to pray with him. guide you in a good way.
7. fights, arguments, disagreement is always there. only two things he can do just be patient and try to solve it before you did. sometimes its good to just hold up that white flag.
8. for the long distance relationship. whenever he flew back home he will straight go to your house. because he is too eager to see you.
9. he will never judge you , instead, he will ask you directly or give you some space for you to cool down. that day he is like your only best friend.
10. he is your man, but he is also your best friend your lover and the one that you can never be without. he will do anything, everything for just for you. in his eyes there will always be you.
now that i have read this maybe i already have that perfect man. well, not all of the facts above. just some.. so maybe im that lucky b*tch.. or maybe im just hallucinating.. ( still in love with him)
Dec 19, 2012
the perfect man
Nov 2, 2012
years of friendship and its just like a trash..
maybe its just me or maybe its a different interpretation from the other side.. all i could say is that im just tired of people with drama.. when i have a hintch that they have it, i tend to ignore and walk away.. its like a disease that i dont want to get involve with ( just like the real viral and dangerous disease)
ive had this friend, we have been friends for more than 10 years.. A lot of fights, a lot of break down then after secondary school we move on and be friends.. By then i thought she knew me too well for her to understand me more than myself, i thought it all wrong.. she became this drama queen person whom i see as a stranger.. tried to understand her but i cant..
she never did learn how to handle a real friendship.. i gave up finding the answer and ask her directly what she thinks about this friendship.. she answer with her snobbish kind of way saying that she's on the right track and i should be the one who can catch her for me to be her friend.. i replied that ive had it with her attitude.. i was wrong she could never be change.. yes, we did argue for the same statement before.. thought that was done but it isnt, it came rolling back like a cat wanted to eat more food even when its already full..
then, she made a move, a move that make me want to take a gunshot and shoot on her brain. she post about our argument on the facebook page and tagged our close friends.. saying about the incident that ive put her through.. that ive messed up her answer that she herself didnt know that it hurts me.. first of all i dont want the others to get involved its between me and her. the wild drama came in when she text all of them and said that she cant be my friend anymore. all i did was nothing because its no use for me to be polite and say 'im sorry'.. its a childish move for me to get involve more. so...
i decided to ignore her and let her go.. told our close friend im sorry for them to know it and ask them to hangout with her.. for me to live my life the fullest i move forward and smile along the way.
now its been 4 years and im posting this up again because this has been in my draft for years. so i decide to post it up. just to share and remind myself that it is the best decision i have ever made. im happy with my life now, no more drama and no more headache.
the experience, moral of the story : dont get too close with someone. just be your own bestfriend. u are your own drama..
Sep 27, 2012
i want to grab it but i cant..
i dont want to be that stupid girl who wants u every 5 seconds in her life.. i dont want to conquer your life and be mad with every girl you be-friend with... i dont want to be so weak that i have to lean on you every time i fall down and cry...
Jul 19, 2012
Top 10 sweetest song! 4me
Rascal Flatts-I Won't Let Go
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5gBxKEgZqM&feature=related
Lifehouse - You and Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RoCi5Alixsk&feature=related
Blake Shelton - God Gave Me You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-Xpt1SxDJw&feature=related
Scotty McCreery - I Love You This Big
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHH-i38iprg&feature=related
Colbie Caillat - Realize
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-elI3cO4x4&feature=related
Parachute - Forever and Always
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yikzoM4tbfg&feature=related
Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjiO532WIZM&feature=related
The Script- The Man Who Can't Be Moved
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvNkp5IUQdg&feature=related
Nickelback - Far Away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cw5SvvSL2rQ&feature=related
3 Doors Down - Here by Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGwvFwNqJ2Y&feature=related
Mar 18, 2012
Love Broken and in LOVE!
"ive been in +love +hurt +broken +shield +single +love +happy =all by the same guy... weird i know.."
i wish i know how to really express my feelings , i wish im brilliant like the poetic people , i wish my hands could just type/write the emotions that ive been having...
i know this is so out of the blue but i just want to try and express my feelings towards that one guy that always keep on knocking my heart and melting it with his own special way.
the past is for us to develop a new style of relationship.. stick with the old add on with the new..
i dont know why every time we communicate , its like a new chapter for me to explore. awkwardly weird but its sweet...
even dough his far away i still can be strong (not like before when i was moody and cranky and end up our relationship just for awhile) i know we will have each other everyday..
maybe u wont understand but slightly this is how i feel.. u want more? well, it will come out pieces by pieces just be patient and wait.. ;p
Feb 25, 2012
the freedom
The peaceful , the harmony. The mindless the soul. The freedom the courage. The freshness the crunch. The energetic the dream.
The dream that we never can achieve all at once. The wishful thoughts that will always linger in our mind.
Because in our real life.
The noise the pressure. The hectic the tightness. The disagreements the blowup.
It all can be in a mid second that we feel its been years trying to catch our life, the life that we need to wish the positive thoughts. And the feel to be flying again.
what i feel..
Destruction from the inner brain sell can make you feel at ease or just in pain. Stress out with the unimportant venture will, your circle of line that has been distorted and orientated, what will it be. The source of your ability to produce more membrane, more weird domino that you can never attach. Never could it be unglued from the system to the unknown solution.
