its been too long..

my life is so hectic now days.. been singing and dancing... working my ass up till i cant breath... i just need to make myself busy.. to think that life is all about work and nothing else.. yes, i have to think about love but not always... it hurts... for me it comes and go whenever it wants to.. i just have to wait... instead of me waiting let me make myself busy... without no one notice.. without me thinking about crying anymore...

i dont know why im writing like this... im just going to post this.. no idea for the moment..