gettin' bored with guys..

Gettin' bored with GUYS

im really sorry.. but i am.. all this years ive been with random different kind off guys.. all i do is making sure that they are happy with me.. and really trying to make the relationship work.. all they think about is having me around as their so called girl and just want me whenever they want to.. oh f*ck it.. im done.. no more love for me for awhile.. im tired.. im going to think about myself.. my family and friends.. and mostly god.. no more guy problems in my life.. just me, my family and friends..

in the future when my life is well balance ill think about them.. when the right guy comes, no no no! i dont want a guy.. I want a MAN, a grown up MAN.. with his own job, money,house and a car.. me? i want myself to be independent.. a career, my own house and my own ride.. that MAN have to except me and knows how to make it work.. pls not only me, but both of us must make it work.. you know what i mean.. u cant fly a plane with only one wings..

okay maybe this is it for now.. need to sleep..

love,

single but not available..

hurm.. a single life when im in my 20S.. what should i do?
list:

• Love my self off course.. spa? ( at home) checked
• Go out on a holiday.. with family.. checked and going on the 8th.. Penang here i come..
  
• Have lots and lots of friends.. but mostly girls..
• Wont care about other people "bitching" about me.
• Just follow with the flow..
• Now my family comes first. then my friends..
• Go out and have fun..
• Be more sexier ( huhu.. il try)
• Read lots and lots of books.. knowledge is good..
  
• Have fun eating.. well, not seafood off course.. allergic remember..
  
• But at the same time ill try and be slim.. need a gym for that.. :p
• Try and be good to god..
• Smile all i can..
• Stop flirting and focused for my future..
• Get a job..
• Try and forget the past.. :)

p/s: pray for me okay.. muax!