th0t thought..

i thought i can make that feeling go away..
i thought i can be stronger without u in my heart..
i thought if i push u ill be on my way..
i thought that if i remembered all the hurt u gave me ill be avoiding them till today,
i thought too much that i forgot that i still love you more even when im not there..
i miss you yes i did.. even when i tried to go out with the others i still miss you and i cant stop it..
i cant stop thinking about you.. even when i meet them others they will always have something that will make me remind about you..
they way you treat me and the way you touch my hands.. argh!
what the hell that im supposed to do.. i already leave you.. i already let u go..
life sucks.. when it really suck.. yup.. it suck..