Love Broken and in LOVE!

"ive been in +love +hurt +broken +shield +single +love +happy =all by the same guy... weird i know.."

i wish i know how to really express my feelings , i wish im brilliant like the poetic people , i wish my hands could just type/write the emotions that ive been having...
i know this is so out of the blue but i just want to try and express my feelings towards that one guy that always keep on knocking my heart and melting it with his own special way.
the past is for us to develop a new style of relationship.. stick with the old add on with the new..
i dont know why every time we communicate , its like a new chapter for me to explore. awkwardly weird but its sweet...
even dough his far away i still can be strong (not like before when i was moody and cranky and end up our relationship just for awhile) i know we will have each other everyday..

maybe u wont understand but slightly this is how i feel.. u want more? well, it will come out pieces by pieces just be patient and wait.. ;p