years of friendship and its just like a trash..

maybe its just me or maybe its a different interpretation from the other side.. all i could say is that im just tired of people with drama.. when i have a hintch that they have it, i tend to ignore and walk away.. its like a disease that i dont want to get involve with ( just like the real viral and dangerous disease)

ive had this friend, we have been friends for more than 10 years.. A lot of fights, a lot of break down then after secondary school we move on and be friends.. By then i thought she knew me too well for her to understand me more than myself, i thought it all wrong.. she became this drama queen person whom i see as a stranger.. tried to understand her but i cant..

she never did learn how to handle a real friendship.. i gave up finding the answer and ask her directly what she thinks about this friendship.. she answer with her snobbish kind of way saying that she's on the right track and i should be the one who can catch her for me to be her friend.. i replied that ive had it with her attitude.. i was wrong she could never be change.. yes, we did argue for the same statement before.. thought that was done but it isnt, it came rolling back like a cat wanted to eat more food even when its already full..

then, she made a move, a move that make me want to take a gunshot and shoot on her brain. she post about our argument on the facebook page and tagged our close friends.. saying about the incident that ive put her through.. that ive messed up her answer that she herself didnt know that it hurts me.. first of all i dont want the others to get involved its between me and her. the wild drama came in when she text all of them and said that she cant be my friend anymore. all i did was nothing because its no use for me to be polite and say 'im sorry'.. its a childish move for me to get involve more. so...

i decided to ignore her and let her go.. told our close friend im sorry for them to know it and ask them to hangout with her.. for me to live my life the fullest i move forward and smile along the way.

now its been 4 years and im posting this up again because this has been in my draft for years. so i decide to post it up. just to share and remind myself that it is the best decision i have ever made. im happy with my life now, no more drama and no more headache.

the experience, moral of the story : dont get too close with someone. just be your own bestfriend. u are your own drama..